I won’t get into them, but they all explain his current activities of mindless sex to try and lose himself, get over Tristan and to escape the memories and voices from his past out of his head. But there is so much more behind his issues. He is in a major downward spiral, especially after the recent events involving his kidnapping. This story opens with a bang, Ben is laying it all out in letters to Tristan that he doesn’t actually plan to ever send. Turns out, Ben was a little more screwed up than we thought. But, he remained the good friend, always there when Tristan needed him.

When Tristan eventually found what he needed with Mateo and Josiah, Ben had a bit of a difficult time coming to terms with it all. Sadly, Tristan didn’t return those feelings. Unfortunately, Ben wanted more and was, in fact, in love with Tristan.

They have a past sexual relationship, but have been close friends pretty much since then. He’s Tristan’s bff though they have a somewhat complicated relationship. Review: I was so excited to read Ben’s story. Not when a memory from Ben’s past is haunting him in ways he doesn’t understand, waiting for him to put together the missing pieces in his head…and what he discovers just might have the power to break him for good. When they’re together, the demons from their pasts don’t lurk so heavily on their shoulders.īut Dante can’t fix him. For the first time in his life, Ben has a lover who just might need Ben as much as Ben needs him. In Dante, Ben finds what he didn’t know he needed: Dante’s control, his power, is the only thing that clears the fog in Ben’s brain. Then he meets Dante, an enigma of a man with as much self-hatred as Ben has. With his Congressman father using Ben’s recent kidnapping for his own political agenda, and Ben still struggling to get over the only guy he’s ever loved, he feels like he’s losing his grip on reality and he’s quickly spiraling out of control.

Inside he’s a wreck, and it’s only getting worse. He smiles and jokes in all the right places, but it’s all a façade. Blurb: On the surface, Ben seems to have it all: money, influence, good looks.

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